I am still alive, just too lazy & busy to update my blog. Today, is the last day of year of rat. This year is not very suai oso not very lucky year for me. I can say average. But it is a fruitful year for me, but also a year that make me headache with all the politics.
Tonight i am going to have a SUMPTOUS reunion dinner. One pax ard SDG200 but it is ok, just once a year.
I am going to spent my first chinese new year @ my new condo with my dear mum.
Well, I have a few new year resolutions. May the year of OX can bring me:
1. My mum always happy and healthy always.
2. I can get a GOOD job and best is got gain fall.
3. Can slim down to my 40kg figure (though i have been repeat it many times).
4. 早日嫁出.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
Thursday, December 11, 2008
星期四,2008年12月11号,阴,凌晨12点24分
窗外阴天了,音乐低声了, 我的心开始想你了,灯光也暗了,音乐低声了,口中的棉花糖也融化了.
窗外阴天了,人是无聊了,我的心开始想你了,电话响起了,你要说话了, 还以为你心里对我又想念了.怎么你声音变得冷淡了,是你变了, 是你变了, 灯光熄灭了, 音乐静止了,滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了,人是不快乐,我的心真的受伤了.
I find the lyrics of this song is good to describe my feeling now [我真的受伤了]. BUT it is not because i failed in relationship but I FAILED badly in my exam. Suprisingly one of the subject (Accounting Info System) i failed by 3 marks. I nearly black out, because i was confident i know how to do the final exam and one of my assignment i even score 14.5/15. Why? It is hard for me to accept. Another subject i have mentally prepared to fail but never expected to fail till no face to see people. I think i dare not tell people i am an accountant. My heart is very pain now, cos i really did put in effort in revision. A month before my exam, i never step out from my house except lunch/dinner. I am devasted. I know this is a fact, i have to accept it, but i really do not understand that how come just give more 3 marks? Is it that how private school want to make more $? Now i really can't stand my school. School has increase by 7% and no handouts are given. We have to print online. This evening i still have audit class and taxation class for the next 3 days. I will still continue this semester but i enrol and i want to learn it for my own knowledge. But after this sem, i think i will either deferred or quit. Becos i feel what i have put in is not reciprocate. Both my physical, mental & financial are exhausted now.
窗外阴天了,人是无聊了,我的心开始想你了,电话响起了,你要说话了, 还以为你心里对我又想念了.怎么你声音变得冷淡了,是你变了, 是你变了, 灯光熄灭了, 音乐静止了,滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了,人是不快乐,我的心真的受伤了.
I find the lyrics of this song is good to describe my feeling now [我真的受伤了]. BUT it is not because i failed in relationship but I FAILED badly in my exam. Suprisingly one of the subject (Accounting Info System) i failed by 3 marks. I nearly black out, because i was confident i know how to do the final exam and one of my assignment i even score 14.5/15. Why? It is hard for me to accept. Another subject i have mentally prepared to fail but never expected to fail till no face to see people. I think i dare not tell people i am an accountant. My heart is very pain now, cos i really did put in effort in revision. A month before my exam, i never step out from my house except lunch/dinner. I am devasted. I know this is a fact, i have to accept it, but i really do not understand that how come just give more 3 marks? Is it that how private school want to make more $? Now i really can't stand my school. School has increase by 7% and no handouts are given. We have to print online. This evening i still have audit class and taxation class for the next 3 days. I will still continue this semester but i enrol and i want to learn it for my own knowledge. But after this sem, i think i will either deferred or quit. Becos i feel what i have put in is not reciprocate. Both my physical, mental & financial are exhausted now.
Saturday, December 6, 2008
星期六,2008年2月6号,阴,凌晨2点10分
我和烦呀!
I am really feel vexed and lost. my exam result is going to release 10 Dec. I just hope a pass. Yesterday night attended taxation class, it seems like another killer for me. The tax book come in a package of 3 books. But only one which kind of like photocopy materials that book is compulsory. The other 2 books are as thick as dictionary may be 2 0r 3000 over pages. By the time finish reading will next decade. So the function are just for display. But my school sell as a set so bo pian must buy a set that cost $300 over. I die2 dun want to buy. Actually want to get from a girl (N) that has this book but she said she forgot she promise me and sold to another guy. I think she did it on purpose cos i know she dun like me and like to gossip whisper behind me. I cant be bother anyway. Since it is only one book is require, so i borrow from the guy who buy (N) books. He is also very scared like i never return him. He keep hesitating, but thick skin so insist to borrow from him. Guess what. Class end at friday night 10.15 and by the time i reach home almost 11pm. This guy said cant borrow during weekend as he want to study already, so die2 must return him by tomorrow. I really can't stand. Typical Singaporean man, dun want rugi. But i know if i bring to shop and copy, will take at least 1-2days. So i really buey tahan. Once i reached home (haven't shower & eat), immediately i used my printer to print page by page. It took me till nearly 2am, but i am peace and satisfied. Then i sms this guy that i can return his book ANYTIME.
I am already very vexed with my family problem and still got irritated. I suppose to meet my friend tomorow for birthday celebration but i have no mood and need to settle my family problem first. I might even cancel my Melbourne trip. I am very lost....
I am really feel vexed and lost. my exam result is going to release 10 Dec. I just hope a pass. Yesterday night attended taxation class, it seems like another killer for me. The tax book come in a package of 3 books. But only one which kind of like photocopy materials that book is compulsory. The other 2 books are as thick as dictionary may be 2 0r 3000 over pages. By the time finish reading will next decade. So the function are just for display. But my school sell as a set so bo pian must buy a set that cost $300 over. I die2 dun want to buy. Actually want to get from a girl (N) that has this book but she said she forgot she promise me and sold to another guy. I think she did it on purpose cos i know she dun like me and like to gossip whisper behind me. I cant be bother anyway. Since it is only one book is require, so i borrow from the guy who buy (N) books. He is also very scared like i never return him. He keep hesitating, but thick skin so insist to borrow from him. Guess what. Class end at friday night 10.15 and by the time i reach home almost 11pm. This guy said cant borrow during weekend as he want to study already, so die2 must return him by tomorrow. I really can't stand. Typical Singaporean man, dun want rugi. But i know if i bring to shop and copy, will take at least 1-2days. So i really buey tahan. Once i reached home (haven't shower & eat), immediately i used my printer to print page by page. It took me till nearly 2am, but i am peace and satisfied. Then i sms this guy that i can return his book ANYTIME.
I am already very vexed with my family problem and still got irritated. I suppose to meet my friend tomorow for birthday celebration but i have no mood and need to settle my family problem first. I might even cancel my Melbourne trip. I am very lost....
Thursday, December 4, 2008
星期四,2008年12月4号,雨,晚间11点34分。
Two days ago my sony ericsson handphone got problem. So far i have been using this C902 for few mths is going well, but may be got once i accidentally drop it, so the problems occurs. But just now i receieve sms that it has been repaired so i can go and pick up tomorrow. I really can't get used to my Nokia phone (7390), may be too long never use. Lucky i still got this spare phone, that's why i never trade in this phone and because i find it is beautiful, but not as funtional as C902.
Yesterday night, it is a disaster in my family. I can only said i have a problem that will make me very headache, and it won't be so easy to solve. In fact this issue was happend since 2004, just it was not discovered till yesterday. But i can say it is not a usual small argument b/w me & mum. In fact mum need my support. I feel very lost.
Today, i suppose to have auditing class. Luckily the Curtin staff sms me to informed that class was cancelled. Otherwise i will really very2 angry because, i need to travel at least 1hr 15mins to the new Campus (next to NKF bldg). I tried to take taxi during the peak hour it cost me nearly $20. I really sick of it.
Tomorrow still got taxation class. Stress is back...
Yesterday night, it is a disaster in my family. I can only said i have a problem that will make me very headache, and it won't be so easy to solve. In fact this issue was happend since 2004, just it was not discovered till yesterday. But i can say it is not a usual small argument b/w me & mum. In fact mum need my support. I feel very lost.
Today, i suppose to have auditing class. Luckily the Curtin staff sms me to informed that class was cancelled. Otherwise i will really very2 angry because, i need to travel at least 1hr 15mins to the new Campus (next to NKF bldg). I tried to take taxi during the peak hour it cost me nearly $20. I really sick of it.
Tomorrow still got taxation class. Stress is back...
Sunday, November 30, 2008
星期天,2008年11月30日,阴,早上11点38分
Today i suppose to meet my friend, James to visit my new house. But he was not feeling well. So have to wait for other times. In fact last night i went to tidy up and clean my house (lucky now got the disposable mop tissue).
Today is the last day of Nov and how fast the time flies. Next month i will be more busy. Because of year end closing and i need to go work more often. (of course will be slightly earn more $, but dun forget X'mas also will spend more $) so the formula is 1-1=0.
Other than work, my summer term class is starting on this week. Auditing and Taxation are also quite difficult subjects. But.. 9 is crucial date (my result release leh).
Today is the last day of Nov and how fast the time flies. Next month i will be more busy. Because of year end closing and i need to go work more often. (of course will be slightly earn more $, but dun forget X'mas also will spend more $) so the formula is 1-1=0.
Other than work, my summer term class is starting on this week. Auditing and Taxation are also quite difficult subjects. But.. 9 is crucial date (my result release leh).
Saturday, November 29, 2008
X'mas Photos Link
Now is 2.11am, just finish upload my pre-Xmas photos...
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=73911&l=0b2a6&id=759477362
time for me to zzz
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=73911&l=0b2a6&id=759477362
time for me to zzz
星期五,2008年11月28日,晴,凌晨12点40分
难得我这么晚还没睡。有没读书。。。因为我很久没有update我的blog了。看了昨天的报纸,觉得跟受不了这位我最讨厌的一名很女主持人(XX凤)。要不是先上车后补票,在台湾生下了女儿才嫁到新加坡,哪里会现在这么出名呢?利用了老公就过河拆桥。离婚还搭上了年轻小帅哥。而且每次在电视节目里都在‘做作’。其实在外面只是很Bitchy的。真令人烦感。sigh...
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Yesterday i finally have time to pamper myself. I did not know that Rose chan (Takashimaya's doll has launch). Quickly go and grab one. I collected since 2003 every year, until now! Since i moved into Parc Emily was on 2008, so i display this year Rose-chan at my house.
I met up with my girlfriend (Lili), as she wanted to go and have a look at my condo. So we met up for dinner before we go to my house. It was quite late so she just sit for a while. On the way from little india mrt to my house, i nearly hit by the car. As there was no traffic light / zebra crossing so it's hard to cross the road. The driver saw me 'cheonging' cross the car in fact of slow down he drove even faster. Well, i can report to police cos it is not any pedestrian crossing. But i knw this driver is challeging me. What i can say is really a F??? driver. My friend really shock.
At my house, we watched the 10pm news. The Mumbai (India) was just like another 911. One of the Singaporean was killed. Besides that Bangkok demonstration are getting worsen, has expanded to other area of Thailand. Sometimes i do not really understand why people must fight with each other?
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Yesterday i finally have time to pamper myself. I did not know that Rose chan (Takashimaya's doll has launch). Quickly go and grab one. I collected since 2003 every year, until now! Since i moved into Parc Emily was on 2008, so i display this year Rose-chan at my house.
I met up with my girlfriend (Lili), as she wanted to go and have a look at my condo. So we met up for dinner before we go to my house. It was quite late so she just sit for a while. On the way from little india mrt to my house, i nearly hit by the car. As there was no traffic light / zebra crossing so it's hard to cross the road. The driver saw me 'cheonging' cross the car in fact of slow down he drove even faster. Well, i can report to police cos it is not any pedestrian crossing. But i knw this driver is challeging me. What i can say is really a F??? driver. My friend really shock.
At my house, we watched the 10pm news. The Mumbai (India) was just like another 911. One of the Singaporean was killed. Besides that Bangkok demonstration are getting worsen, has expanded to other area of Thailand. Sometimes i do not really understand why people must fight with each other?
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